- Last two days I have been not interested in doing a lot. I left my horrendous stressful job on Friday. Now I am no longer having diarrhea. Also, I do not feel my heart pounding. But I have seemed to have developed some ptsd according to my therapist in relation to my last job. I can always go back to short term subbing which there are lots of available assignments. Lately, I feel like I need to stay in my safe zone at home. I started feeling this way in the last week and a half at work. Now I am feeling like afraid to be away from my husband. This sucks! Did somethings today but none of it was particularly exciting. Had a goal to goto the gym, my dad got me a membership , he insisted. Now I have a new worry that I will not use it enough which is my past track record. Right now, I do not want to do anything but blog, read, cuddle my cats, and watch tv. I don’t seem interested in going to work, or the gym even though the sauna is alluring. Anyone deal with ptsd?