Woke up not wanting to get out of bed, no surprise there. Did not want to face another day of symptoms. Got out anyways, took my meds but added a half an ativan with it. The combo with my vyvanse seems to give me a calm yet motivated effect. I actually felt motivated to take a shower! I hadn’t in two days and my mind kept telling me to do so but you know depression. So I took the shower and felt so much better that I just did it and accomplished it! I fed the cats, and the fish and felt accomplished there too! Although I never neglect them anyways. I feel so good just to accomplish these things, it is wonderful. My next goal is to clean the kitchen fully, and then move on to my grad class work which I neglected yesterday due to a bad day. Just wanted to be able to share my small victories with someone.