EExcuse the typos, doing this on mm phone. A short letter to me. You are worth it. Your life may seem in pieces, up in the air, aad not planned but I still matter and deserve happiness in my world. Despite bipolar depression of the dark and anxiety issues, I just want to say I ffuckng matter. Not able to work , everything put on hold, will I be able to attend grad school in jan? will I be well enough then? Will I be able to get back to work by december? The point is I lllike myself. I have succeeded a lot in life, it has to come back. I have things to offer people. All of us with mental illness matter and have stuff to offer. I am praying for a better day tomorrow aad hoping.