I am sitting here, trying to pump myself to either go volunteer or sub. I even drank two mugs of coffee to try to fuel that. I don’t know if it is from taking two klonapin at 5am and it has not worn off, but I get this sour feeling when I think of going to either. Frustration is high, I feel like a failure because I got ready for the day, but cannot seem to goto either place. I want to go somewhere . Feel like crying.