So I sit here

I am sitting here, trying to pump myself to either go volunteer or sub.  I even drank two mugs of coffee to try to fuel that.  I don’t know if it is from taking two klonapin at 5am and it has not worn off, but I get this sour feeling when I think of going to either.  Frustration is high, I feel like a failure because I got ready for the day, but cannot seem to goto either place.  I want to go somewhere .  Feel like crying.

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