Been having an irritable, crying , sad mood. I know that I am tired of not having enough to do, but feel flat and apathtic about doing more. It is worse when you dont have anyone to talk to to just listen. Been trying to do home projects but have to walk away from them and come back. This episode is hard and I have no inclination to leave the house. Overall, tired of the loss of interest in volunteering or work. It does not seem to come back. Fed up.